Lent 4a: Can we pray
like this?
Psalm 23. You probably
were in second or third grade when you first learned it and had to recite it in
front of the Sunday School class or maybe even the congregation. But you forgot it along with the Gettysburg
Address and the Midnight Ride of Paul Revere.
Maybe you had to learn it again for Confirmation class. But now as an
adult, you have heard it at every Episcopal funeral you have ever
attended. “The Lord is my shepherd” is a
comforting psalm. We pray it in times of
fear, times of pain, times of sorrow.
But with the comfort of Psalm 23, there is also a challenge.
For the psalmist goes on, “I shall not want.” Do we really feel that about God, the God of
mercies? Do we believe and say in our
hearts that God is our shepherd and the one we trust? We belong to him. Do we feel his hand guiding all of our life,
his providence watching over us. Is God
closer to us than we are to ourselves? Is God like a shepherd taking us to cool
green valleys to graze and then to quiet streams for peaceful refreshment? Do
we lack for nothing? Can we pray this
psalm honestly, deeply, confidently, or are we always thinking of how to get more, have more, how to get ahead,
how to find satisfaction. Can we pray
the 23rd Psalm?
The psalmist says to God, you are my shepherd and there is
nothing I shall want. He or she says it
boldly and calmly. Even when circumstances flatly denied his words, even when
nations invaded and attacked Israel, even when he and his children may have
gone to bed hungry, even when his fourteen year old son was killed in someone
else’s war, Even when he felt like praying “My God, My God why have you
forsaken me” The Psalmist prays “Lord
you are my shepherd” calmly, bravely, defiantly even when daily realities contradicted
this prayer. Can we pray that way? The psalmist prays it because some
transcendent level it is true. It is the only truth and his faith that God is his
shepherd and that he lacks
nothing. He goes on to paint what seems
to be a daring, optimistic and even cheerful picture of his life:
He
makes me lie down in green pastures *
and leads me beside still
waters. He revives my soul *
and guides me along right
pathways for his Name's sake.
Dear God can we pray like this? When our dear friend dies of prostate cancer,
when we see someone unjustly in prison, when a mother wastes away with
scleroderma and lupus, when our experience proves that life is not fair, can we
pray this way? Is life green pastures and still waters, our souls restored and
feet guided along right pathways because his name is compassion, wonder
counselor, almighty prince of peace? When bad things happen is God a good
shepherd? The psalmist says it is all
true. Is he a foolish optimist? A Polyanna?
A hopeless Romantic? Αn
unrealistic, pie in the sky dreamer? No he’s not. He is not a foolish optimist, for he
continues,
Though
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…
So he does have his feet on the ground, he
has tasted death and bitterness. He has
crossed over the river styx and even when he is walking through the valley of
the shadow of death, he knows this path, this life, is the only path he’s got, and so it must be the right pathway, the
pathway that the Shepherd has guided him on even when the light grows darker
and darker. And so he goes on:
Though
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I shall fear no evil; for you are with
me;
The good shepherd is with us, our Emmanuel, in our
tribulations and our pains and problems.
He is with us even we pass through the valley of the shadow of death and
feel far from the quiet streams and cool green valley.
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Can
we pray this psalm about the good shepherd in our own lives? Yes we can.
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Can
we turn to the Good shepherd when we are in the hospital having stints put in our
arteries? Yes we can.
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Can
we humbly trust that his rod and staff protect us when we worry about what will
happen to the ones we love after we’re gone? Yes we can.
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When
we walk in the valley of darkness and depression, when we miss the children taken from us? Yes we can.
We can because we know that Jesus is
the shepherd and guardian of our souls and that he has already walked with us
through the valley of the shadow of death all the way to
The
LORD is my shepherd; *
There
is nothing I shall want.
Amen.